ZOKHUDZA NDI DESTINY

Harold W. Percival

WOYAMBIRA KWA AUTHOR

Bukuli linalembedwera Benoni B. Gattell pakati pa zaka 1912 ndi 1932. Kuchokera nthawi imeneyo wakhala akugwira ntchito mobwerezabwereza. Tsopano, mu 1946, pali masamba ochepa amene sanasinthe pang'ono. Popewera kubwereza ndi zovuta ma tsamba onse achotsedwa, ndipo ndawonjezera zigawo zambiri, ndime ndi masamba.

Popanda thandizo, ndikukaika ngati ntchito zikadakhala kuti zidalembedwa, chifukwa zinkandivuta kuti ndilingalire komanso kulemba chimodzimodzi nthawi. Thupi langa lidayenera kukhala chete ndikadali ine kuganiza nkhani nkhani mu mawonekedwe ndipo adasankha mawu oyenera kuti apange dongosolo la mawonekedwe: Ndipo chifukwa chake, ndimuthokoza kwambiri chifukwa cha ntchito wachita. Ndiyeneranso kuvomereza pano maudindo a abwenzi, omwe chikhumbo kukhala osatchulidwa, chifukwa cha malingaliro awo ndi thandizo laukadaulo pomaliza ntchito.

Ntchito yovuta kwambiri inali kupeza mawu oti ufotokozere zomwe takambiranazi nkhani kuchitiridwa. Khama langa lalikulu ndapeza mawu ndi ziganizo zomwe zingawathandize kutanthauza ndi malingaliro pazinthu zina zophatikizika, ndikuwonetsa kuti sizingafanane chiyanjano ku ku amadziwa okha m'matupi a anthu. Pambuyo pakusintha mobwerezabwereza ndidakhazikika pamawu omwe agwiritsidwa ntchito pano.

Nkhani zambiri sizinafotokozedwe momveka bwino monga momwe ndikanafunira kuti zikhale, koma kusintha kumeneku kumayenera kukhala kokwanira kapena kosatha, chifukwa pa kuwerenga kulikonse maonekedwe ena amawoneka othandiza.

Sindikunena kuti ndilalikire kwa wina aliyense; Sindimadziona kuti ndine mlaliki kapena mphunzitsi. Zikadakhala kuti sindine amene ndachititsa bukuli, ndikadakonda yanga umunthu osatchulidwa kuti ndiye wolemba wawo. The ukulu Pazinthu zomwe ndimapereka zidziwitso, zimandimasulira ndikundimasulira ku kudziletsa ndikuletsa ntchito yodziletsa. Ndiyenera kunena mawu achilendo komanso odabwitsa kwa amadziwa ndi chisavundi chokhala m'thupi la munthu aliyense; ndipo ndimayang'ana mopepuka kuti munthuyo asankhe zomwe achite kapena asachite ndi zomwe afotokozazo.

Anthu anzeru atsimikiza kufunika kolankhula pano za ena mwa ine zochitika m'mayiko okhala amadziwa, ndi zochitika zanga moyo zomwe zitha kuthandiza kufotokozera momwe zinaliri kuti ndizitha kudziwa ndikulemba zinthu zomwe ndizosiyana kwambiri ndi zikhulupiriro zomwe zilipo. Amati izi ndizofunikira chifukwa palibe zolemba zomwe zidatsimikizidwa ndipo palibe zolemba zomwe zimaperekedwa kuti zitsimikizire zomwe zonenedwazo. Zina zanga zochitika akhala mosiyana ndi chilichonse chomwe ndidamvapo kapena kuwerenga. Zanga kuganiza Za anthu moyo ndipo dziko lomwe tikukhaloli lidandiwululira nkhani ndi zochitika zomwe sind ndidazipeza zidatchulidwa m'mabuku. Koma sichingakhale chanzeru kuganiza kuti zinthu zoterezi zitha, koma osadziwika. Payenera kukhala amene akudziwa koma osadziwa. Sindikulumbira chinsinsi. Sindili m'gulu lililonse. Sindikuphwanya chikhulupiriro polankhula zomwe ndapeza kuganiza; pokhazikika kuganiza mutadzuka, osalowa tulo kapena m'masamba. Sindinakhalepo kapena sindinakhalepo wolakalaka mtundu uliwonse.

Zomwe ndakhala amadziwa kanthawi kuganiza za nkhani monga danga, ndi mayunitsi of nkhani, malamulo a nkhani, luntha, nthawi, miyeso, chilengedwe ndi kunja of maganizo, ndidzatero, ine ndikuyembekeza, atsegula malo ofufuzira ndi kuwononga mtsogolo. Ndi izi nthawi Chabwino Khalidwe liyenera kukhala gawo la anthu moyo, ndipo ayenera kupitiliza kuphunzira sayansi komanso zopangidwa. Kenako chitukuko chikhoza kupitilira, ndipo kudziyimira pawokha ndi udindo Lidzakhala lamulo la munthu payekha moyo ndi Boma.

Nayi chithunzi cha ena zochitika zam'mbuyomu moyo:

Rhythm anali woyamba wanga kumverera za ubale wapadziko lapansi. Pambuyo pake ndimatha kumva mkati mwa thupi, ndipo ndimatha kumva mawu. Ndimamvetsa kutanthauza za mawu opangidwa ndi mawu; Sindinawone kalikonse, koma ine, monga kumverera, amakhoza kupeza kutanthauza Mwa mawu aliwonse omwe mawu amveka, opangidwa ndi Rhythm; ndi langa kumverera adapereka mawonekedwe ndi utoto wa zinthu zomwe zidafotokozedwa ndi mawu. Pomwe ndimatha kugwiritsa ntchito kuona ndipo ndimatha kuwona zinthu, ndapeza mitundu ndi maonekedwe omwe ine, kumverera, anali atawona, kukhala mu mgwirizano woyenera ndi zomwe ine ndimazipeza. Pamene ndimatha kugwiritsa ntchito mphamvu za kuona, kumva, kulawa ndi fungo ndimatha kufunsa komanso kuyankha mafunso, ndidapezeka kuti ndine mlendo m'dziko lachilendo. Ndinkadziwa kuti sindinali thupi lomwe ndinakhalamo, koma palibe amene akanandiuza kuti ndi ndani kapena komwe ndinachokera, ndipo ambiri mwa omwe ndimawafunsa adawoneka kuti amakhulupirira kuti ndi matupi omwe amakhala.

Ndinazindikira kuti ndinali m'thupi lomwe sindimatha kudzipulumutsa ndekha. Ndidatayika ndekha, ndipo ndili pachisoni wokhumudwa. Zochitika zobwereza ndipo zochitika kunditsimikizira kuti zinthu sizinali momwe zimawonekera; kuti pali kusinthaku; kuti palibe chikhalire; kuti anthu nthawi zambiri ankanena zosemphana ndi zomwe akutanthauza. Ana ankasewera magemu omwe ankawatcha kuti "odzipangitsa" kapena "tiyerekeze." Ana ankasewera, amuna ndi akazi omwe ankakhala onyenga komanso onyenga; anthu ochepa anali owona ndi oona mtima. Panali zotayidwa mu zoyesayesa za anthu, ndipo mawonekedwe ake sanakhalitse. Maonekedwe sanapangidwe kuti apitirire. Ndidadzifunsa kuti: Kodi zinthu zimayenera kukhala bwanji zomwe zimakhala, ndikupanga zopanda pake ndi chisokonezo? Gawo lina la ine ndayankha: Choyamba, dziwani zomwe mukufuna; onani ndikugwira malingaliro ndi mawonekedwe momwe mungakhale ndi zomwe mukufuna. Ndiye lingalirani ndikufuna ndikulankhula kuti ziwonekere, ndipo zomwe mukuganiza zisonkhanitsidwa kuchokera kwa zosaonekazo mpweya ndi kukhazikika kuzungulira pamenepo mawonekedwe. Sindinadziwe pamenepo m'mawu awa, koma mawu awa amafotokozera zomwe ine pamenepo kuganiza. Ndinkadzidalira kuti ndingathe kuchita izi, ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndinayesera ndikuyesera. Ndalephera. Polephera ndidadzimva wopanda manyazi, wonyozeka, ndipo ndidachita manyazi.

Sindingathe kuthandiza kusamala zochitika. Zomwe ndimamva anthu akunena pazinthu zomwe zidachitika, makamaka imfa, sizinawonekere kukhala zomveka. Makolo anga anali akhristu odzipereka. Ndidamva zikuwerengedwa ndikuti "Mulungu"Adapanga dziko lapansi; kuti adalenga chisavundi moyo kwa thupi lililonse la munthu padziko lapansi; ndi kuti moyo omwe sanamvere Mulungu akanaponyedwa gehena ndipo amayaka ndi moto ndi sulfure kwanthawi za nthawi. Sindinakhulupirire mawu amenewo. Zinkawoneka ngati zopanda nzeru kwa ine kuganiza kapena kukhulupirira kuti Mulungu kapena kukhala ndikadapanga dziko lapansi kapena kundilenga kukhala thupi lomwe ndidakhalamo. Ndinali nditawotcha chala changa ndi sulfure, ndipo ndimakhulupirira kuti mtembowo ungawotchedwe imfa; koma ndimadziwa kuti ine, chomwe chinali amadziwa monga ine, sindimakhoza kuwotchedwa ndipo sindimakhoza kufa, moto ndi sulfure sakanakhoza kundipha, ngakhale a ululu chifukwa chowotcha icho chinali chowopsa. Nditha kudziwa zoopsa, koma sindinatero mantha.

Anthu samawoneka kuti sakudziwa “chifukwa” kapena “chiyani,” za moyo kapena za imfa. Ndinkadziwa kuti payenera kukhala a chifukwa pa zonse zomwe zidachitika. Ndimafuna kudziwa zinsinsi za moyo ndi imfa, ndikukhala ndi moyo kosatha. Sindinadziwe chifukwa chake, koma sindinathe kuthandiza kutero. Ndinkadziwa kuti sipangakhale usiku ndi usana ndipo moyo ndi imfa, ndipo palibe dziko, pokhapokha ngati panali anzeru omwe ankayang'anira dziko lapansi usiku ndi usana komanso moyo ndi imfa. Komabe, ndinatsimikiza kuti langa cholinga Ndikupeza anzeru omwe amandiuza momwe ndimayenera kuphunzirira ndi zomwe ndiyenera kuchita, kuti ndipatsidwe zinsinsi za moyo ndi imfa. Sindingaganize nkomwe kunena izi, kutsimikiza mtima kwanga, chifukwa anthu sakamvetsetsa; amandikhulupirira kuti ndine wopusa kapena wamisala. Ine ndinali pafupi zaka XNUMX pamenepo nthawi.

Zaka khumi ndi zisanu kapena kuposapo zidapita. Ndinazindikira malingaliro osiyana moyo a anyamata ndi atsikana, pomwe amakula ndikusintha kukhala amuna ndi akazi, makamaka paunyamata wawo, makamaka wanga. Maganizo anga anali atasinthiratu, koma mai cholinga- kupeza omwe anali anzeru, amene amadziwa, komanso kwa omwe ndingaphunzire zinsinsi za moyo ndi imfa-Osasinthidwa. Ndinali wotsimikiza za kukhalapo kwawo; dziko silingakhalepo, popanda iwo. Mukuyitanitsa kwa zochitika nditha kuwona kuti payenera kukhala boma ndi kasamalidwe ka dziko lapansi, monga momwe payenera kukhalira boma la dziko kapena kasamalidwe ka bizinesi iliyonse kuti izi zipitirire. chimodzi tsiku lomwe amayi anga adandifunsa zomwe ndimakhulupirira. Mosazengereza ndidati: Ndikudziwa popanda kukayika kuti chilungamo amalamulira dziko lapansi, ngakhale zanga moyo zikuwoneka kuti ndi umboni kuti sichoncho, chifukwa sindingathe kukwaniritsa zomwe ndimadziwa, komanso zomwe ndimakonda chikhumbo.

Chaka chomwecho, mchilimwe cha 1892, ndidawerenga papepala Lamlungu kuti Madam Blavatsky anali wophunzira wa anzeru ku East omwe amatchedwa "Mahatmas"; kuti kudzera m'moyo mobwerezabwereza padziko lapansi, anali atapeza nzeru; kuti anali ndi zinsinsi za moyo ndi imfa, ndikuti adapangitsa Madam Blavatsky mawonekedwe a Theosophical Society, kudzera omwe ziphunzitso zawo zitha kuperekedwa kwa anthu onse. Padzakhala nkhani usiku womwewo. Ndinapita. Pambuyo pake ndinadzakhala membala wakhama wa Sosaite. Sindinadabwe kuti anthu anzeru omwe ankadziwika ndi mayina awo. Umenewo udali umboni wapakamwa chabe wa zomwe ndidali nazo zofunikira kuti munthu apite patsogolo komanso kuti athe kutsogoleredwa ndi kuwongoleredwa chikhalidwe. Ndinawerenga zonse zomwe ndikadatha kunena za iwo. Ine kuganiza kukhala wophunzira wa m'modzi wa anzeru; koma anapitiliza kuganiza zinanditsogolera kuti ndimvetsetse kuti njira yeniyeni sinali yovomerezeka ndi aliyense, koma kuti ndikhale ndekha woyenera. Sindinawone kapena kumva kwa iwo, kapena sindinalumikizane ndi, "anzeru" monga omwe ndimakhala ndimaganizo. Ndilibe mphunzitsi. Tsopano ndili bwino kumvetsa za izi. “Anzeru” enieni ndi a Triune Selves, mu Dziko la Permanence. Ndinaleka kuyanjana ndi magulu onse.

Kuyambira Novembala 1892 ndidadutsa modabwitsa komanso wofunikira zochitika, zitatha izi, mchilimwe cha 1893, zidachitika chinthu chodabwitsa kwambiri moyo. Ndinali nditawoloka 14th Street ku 4th Avenue, ku New York City. Magalimoto ndi anthu anali akufulumira. Mukukwera chakumpoto chakumadzulo chakumadzulo, kuwala, zokulirapo kuposa masabata masauzande ambiri otseguka mkati mwa mutu wanga. Pamenepo kapena mfundo, zotulukapo zidagwidwa. Kunalibe nthawi. Mtunda ndi miyeso sanali mu umboni. Nature lidapangidwa ndi mayunitsi. Ndinali amadziwa wa mayunitsi of chikhalidwe ndi mayunitsi as Anzeru. M'kati ndi kupitirira, tinganene kuti panali Magetsi akulu komanso ochepera; kukulira kochulukirapo kwa Kuwala kocheperako, komwe kumawululira mitundu yosiyanasiyana ya mayunitsi. Nyali sizinali za chikhalidwe; anali Nyali monga Anzeru, Kusamala Magetsi. Poyerekeza ndi kuwala kapena kuwala kwa Kuwala kuja, kuwala kozungulira kwa dzuwaloli kunali chifunga chowuma. Ndi mkati komanso kudzera mu Kuwala konse ndi mayunitsi ndi zinthu zomwe ndinali amadziwa za Kukhalapo kwa Kusamala. Ndimakhala ndikudziwa Kusamala monga Mtheradi ndi Mtheradi zenizeni, ndipo amadziwa za chiyanjano wa zinthu. Sindinasangalale nazo, maganizo, kapena chisangalalo. Mawu amalephera kufotokoza kapena kufotokozera CONSCIOUSNESS. Zingakhale zopanda pake kuyesa kufotokozera za ukulu wapamwamba ndi mphamvu ndi dongosolo komanso chiyanjano in poise Zomwe ndidazindikira panthawiyo. Kawiri pazaka khumi ndi zinayi, kwa nthawi yayitali nthawi Nthawi zonse, ndimadziwa Kusamala. Koma panthawiyo nthawi Sindikudziwa chilichonse monga momwe ndimazindikira nthawi yoyamba ija.

kukhala amadziwa of Kusamala ndi mawu ofanana ndi omwe ndawasankha ngati mawu oti ndiyankhule za nthawi yamphamvu kwambiri ndi yanga moyo.

Kusamala limapezeka mwa aliyense Unit. Chifukwa chake kukhalapo kwa Kusamala amapanga chilichonse Unit ozindikira ngati ntchito imagwira ntchito pamlingo womwe imazindikira. Kukhala ozindikira Kusamala kuvumbulutsa "zosadziwika" kwa iye amene akhala akudziwa. Kenako zidzakhala ntchito za kuti afotokozere zomwe angathe kukhala ozindikira Kusamala.

Yofunika kukhala amadziwa of Kusamala ndikuti imathandiza munthu kudziwa za mutu uliwonse, ndi kuganiza. Kuganiza ndiko kugwirizika kwa Conscious kuwala mkati mwa mutu wa kuganiza. Mwachidule, kuganiza ndi magawo anayi: kusankha mutu; atagwira Conscious kuwala pankhani imeneyo; kuyang'ana kuwala; komanso, zomwe chidwi cha kuwala. Pamene kuwala imayang'ana, mutu umadziwika. Mwa njira iyi, Kuganiza ndi tsogolo zalembedwa.

Wapadera cholinga la buku ili: Kuuza amadziwa m'matupi amunthu kuti ndife osagawanika wochita magawo a chikumbumtima chosakhoza kufa munthu aliyense milungu itatu, Triune Selves, yemwe mkati mwake ndi kupitilira nthawi, amakhala ndi athu akulu woganiza ndi wodziwa ziwalo zathupi zogonana Dziko la Permanence; kuti ife, ozindikira tokha tsopano m'matupi a anthu, tinalephera mayeso ofunikira, ndipo potero tinadzichotsa pamenepa Dziko la Permanence kulowa m'dziko lapansi lamunthawi ya abambo ndi amayi ndipo imfa ndi kukhalanso; kuti tiribe chikumbukiro Chifukwa cha izi timadzipusitsa tokha tulo, kuti ndimalota; kuti tidzapitiliza ndimalota kudzera moyo, kudzera imfa ndi kubwerera ku moyo; kuti tiyenera kupitiliza kuchita izi mpaka titasiya kudzikhulupirira, kudzidzimutsa tokha kugwidwa Momwe timadziyika tokha; kuti, ngakhale zitenga nthawi yayitali, tiyenera kudzutsidwa ndimalotakhalani ozindikira of tokha as tokha matupi athu, kenako ndikusinthanso ndikubwezeretsa matupi athu ku nthawi zosatha moyo m'nyumba yathu — Dziko la Permanence Kuchokera kumene tidachokera - komwe kuli dziko lino lathuli, koma osawonedwa ndi anthu. Kenako tidzatenga malo athu ndikupitiliza magawo athu mu Dongosolo Lamuyaya la kupita patsogolo. Njira yokwaniritsira izi ikuwonetsedwa m'mitu yotsatira.

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Polemba izi pamanja pa izi ntchito ali ndi chosindikiza. Pali zochepa nthawi kuwonjezera pa zomwe zalembedwa. Mu zaka zambiri zakonzedwa yake nthawi zambiri ndakhala ndikufunsidwa kuti ndiphatikizepo matanthauzidwe ena omasulira ma Bayibulo omwe akuwoneka kuti samamveka, koma omwe, kuwala Zomwe zanenedwa m'masamba awa, mvetsetsa ndipo khalani nazo kutanthauza, komanso, momwe nthawi, zigwirizana pankhaniyi ntchito. Koma sindinkafuna kufananiza kapena kuwonetsera makalata. Ndinkafuna izi ntchito kuweruzidwa pokhapokha pazoyenera zake.

Chaka chatha ndidagula buku lokhala ndi "Mabuku Otayika a M'baibulo ndi Mabuku Oiwalika a Edeni." Tikuwona masamba a mabukuwa, ndizodabwitsa kuona kuti ndimasamba osamvetseka komanso osamveka otani omwe angamvetsetsedwe pamene munthu amvetsetsa zomwe zalembedwa za Kudzikonda Kwambiri ndi magawo ake atatu; za kusinthika thupi lamunthu kukhala thupi langwiro, losakhoza kufa, ndipo Dziko la Permanence, - pamenepa Yesu amati “Ufumu wa Mulungu. "

Apanso pempho lafunsidwa kuti mumveketse bwino mavesi a m'Baibulo. Mwina ndichoncho kuti izi zichitike komanso kuti owerenga Kuganiza ndi tsogolo lipatsidwe umboni wotsimikizira zomwe zinafotokozedwa m'buku lino, zomwe umboni umapezeka mu Chipangano Chatsopano komanso m'mabuku omwe atchulidwa pamwambapa. Chifukwa chake ndionjezera gawo lachisanu pa Chaputala X,Milungu ndi awo Zipembedzo, ”Kuchita ndi izi.

HWP

New York, Marichi 1946